Princesses aren't Perfect.

Bachelor. Read about it, and you'll know. It's all over the media. Youtube it. Let's just say this Jason guy just proved why women hate men so much. I may be bias because I do relate to the other girl (Melissa) a lot more. - Always being the dumpee. - Having a guy leave, and find love in someone else so quickly. It's either I have a problem, or the guys I am dating have a problem. But follow your heart, I guess whatever.. Exes. You can't be friends with them. Don't try it. Don't talk about. Just avoid it all. Don't be the bigger person. Old emotions of either love, or hatred always comes back and it's not worth it. It ain't going to work if it wasn't completely mutual. But when is it ever? I just wish others would understand how I feel and would just leave me alone. Jealous. I'm a jealous type. I realized that. But not to the point where I am crazy. I won't tell the other person. I'll just let it dwell in me. Try to forget it, get...

So it's all over the place. I'm an emotional mess. I'm having a nervous breakdown. From happiness, then in a matter of seconds, I'm crying my eyes out. I'm in complete shock. I'm in denial. I want to thank everyone that were there for me. If you sent me a text, if you wanted to lend an ear. Or if you called me just to talk for a little while. Or if I canceled plans with you, I am so thankful for your understanding. I know people have worse problems, and have other things they have to deal with. And what I am going through just isn't as bad. But it's bad to me.. I can't go through this again. the last one was so hard. When life is hard it gets really hard. It's hits me hard. i fall hard. i take everything to heart.