expect the unexpected.

So it's all over the place. I'm an emotional mess. I'm having a nervous breakdown.
From happiness, then in a matter of seconds, I'm crying my eyes out.
I'm in complete shock. I'm in denial.

I want to thank everyone that were there for me.
If you sent me a text, if you wanted to lend an ear.
Or if you called me just to talk for a little while.
Or if I canceled plans with you, I am so thankful for your understanding.

I know people have worse problems, and have other things they have to deal with. And what I am going through just isn't as bad. But it's bad to me.. I can't go through this again. the last one was so hard. When life is hard it gets really hard. It's hits me hard. i fall hard. i take everything to heart.

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