minimum.

I can take out this time to list the billion things I have to do.
But it's not that, that is bothering me. It's the emotions that I have that come along with it.
It's people not caring as much because we have our own thing to do, or our own problems.
We're trying to beat you in how busy we are that we forget to listen.
It takes not listening for someone to disappear.
It takes not listening for someone to take their life.
It takes not listening for you to regret, that you should have been there to lend a simple ear.

My emotions are just everywhere, I can't even grasp it.
My emotions with my whole family is most recent.
There is so much going on in the family that it's hard to take in all at once. You would never want to see your family struggle. You never want to see your family sad, upset, and frustrated. [He's challenging my patience.]
Money - RockHarbor put some heavy crap on me with last's night sermon.
School - I'm still pushing through and trying.
Before I wondered.. I only work 8-10 hours a day. I can come home and study [but I don't, and wondered why?]. Then it dawned on me today, my job is mentally, physically, and emotionally draining (especially today) that I knew when I get home I'm going to be way to tried to read or do anything for my classes. And then the next day, I have to get up early and go to school for another full day just gone.
Church.. Oh how God has opened my heart, and opened my eyes to a new life. To build a greater relationship with Him. He's shown me too much. But I'm imperfect. I have my doubts. I have my worries. But one thing that I want is UNITY&PEACE.

The days are just flying by, I don't even have the time to appreciate the time spent because I'm thinking of the next day, and what to do next, what to do tomorrow... I'm not enjoying life to it's fullest. And of course I have to end it by still saying, GOD is GOOD.

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