the calm before the storm
You come at the end of the week. You slowly seep within me each day. You are not something that happens just once. You take over my body day after day. You beat me up. You are something I try to hide. You are something that makes me fake that smile. You are what I want to beat. You are real. Tired. I'm not one to complain. Or wait I am? Work drains. Period. Being on the constant go. I love my parents to death but they've been on my butt more than ever. Today has just been one of the longest days of my life. To the point I can actually say I just need ME time. Getting away from this life and just be one with myself, and do my dumb things. Relaxing things. ME things. I need to disappear within the night. I need to get lost in the music. I need sleep. It's the feeling of knowing that someone cares about you. You're the feeling that I know will always care. It's the feeling of knowing that someone will always be there no matter what. You're the feeling that will nev...