Princesses aren't Perfect.

If twitter was unlimited, just for today, this is what it would say: I'm 21, and hate my job of 3 years. 2009 and this current year is teaching me patience, guess what, I failed again today. Took me til day 4 with this job that I hate it again. I know I'm upset when I want to complain and make excuses. I hate people that complain, I hate people that make excuses. But now I want to. Wednesday: I worked late, but had to prepare for my presentation and for school. So, instead stayed up late to work on everything. Thursday: School, then work right after, and ditched CLASS to stay at work. Friday: Worked late again, and didn't make it to my friend's going away party, I was way too tired (which was why I couldn't go to the Book Club Meeting, thank goodness they changed that til next week, they must love me) Saturday: Worked late again, can't take a nap, canceled going to the bridal expo with Thuy, can't plan my lesson for high school ministry (sorry guys, I've...

It's been too long, I've kept more of a private journal, because lately my life has been more secret, more hiding.. I haven't really told anyone about anything, when people ask how I am? I like to avoid the question and turn it so that the people just talk about themselves and I'll just listen. Sometimes lately though I won't even listen anymore, it's just like I don't care about my life, nor do I care about the life of others. I want to.. But right now, my life and my priorities are the most important, I can say that since the new year started, I've complete lost who I am, what I'm all about. It's part of growing up. I'm entering into my 2nd to last year of school, and this is when you're suppose to step it up a notch but I'm slowing down. This is the year were there are just too many close deaths to count and I'm emotional not stable anymore. It's the time were this recession is hitting home, and hitting home hard. It's ...