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Bottled

Emotions get pushed back inside The frustrations, the anger The rudeness, the irritation The hurt, the mistakes, the wrong are all to hide Pushed to a place unknown As the phone hangs up The emotions take over her body Coming out through tears The tears, fall down so slowly down her face They fall onto the pillow case They just dry in place Every night, many nights The tears of emotion destroy the frustration The tears of emotion rids the irritation The tears of emotion rids the negativity of the day The tears of emotion wipes the slate clean To start... To start a new day, free of emotions.

in the mood for l'amour' by Claire Denamur

If It Kills Me

It's the way he strokes my hair It's the way he wipe my tears It's the way he looks deep in my eyes It's the way he wraps his arms around me It's the way he touches my heart When he wants to kiss me When he cares for me When he wants to know me When he warms me When he loves me..

the calm before the storm

You come at the end of the week. You slowly seep within me each day. You are not something that happens just once. You take over my body day after day. You beat me up. You are something I try to hide. You are something that makes me fake that smile. You are what I want to beat. You are real. Tired. I'm not one to complain. Or wait I am? Work drains. Period. Being on the constant go. I love my parents to death but they've been on my butt more than ever. Today has just been one of the longest days of my life. To the point I can actually say I just need ME time. Getting away from this life and just be one with myself, and do my dumb things. Relaxing things. ME things. I need to disappear within the night. I need to get lost in the music. I need sleep. It's the feeling of knowing that someone cares about you. You're the feeling that I know will always care. It's the feeling of knowing that someone will always be there no matter what. You're the feeling that will nev...

Preparing to GO

just some things I wanted to share that I got out of my ROCKharbor training tonight. William Carey once said... "Attempt great thing for God. Expect great things from God." People on a mission, and joining the Lord in His work. When we put ourselves in a place for the Lord to work through us, please are blessed, we are changed, the kingdom of Heaven advances and God smiles. "May He equip you with all you need for doing His will. May He product in you, through the power of Jesus Christ, every good thing that is pleasing to Him." Hebrews 13:2 WHY WE GO To meet both physical and spiritual needs For the sake of the lost "Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age....

SHE's just not that into you.

He's Just Not That Into You. Pretty straight forward, if a guys likes you, he'll do whatever he can to get to know you better. He'll call you. He'll ask you out. He'll give you the attention you deserve. And if a guy doesn't, but you like him. He ain't worth it. You need to be treated like the princess you are. SO MOVE ON, you're better than that. Do you really want a guy who never calls you, cheats on you, forgets about you, and makes excuses? I didn't think so. Now. Guys seriously. We need a book that says. UHH, She's Just Not That Into You. I mean, yeah, a guy likes a girl and he'll do whatever it takes. But sometimes they just need to get the clue, DUDE WE'RE NOT THAT INTO YOU. Take a hint and move on. Just as simple, when a girl is into you she'll give you the attention as well. She's hint ideas, and things to you often. She'll give you a different attention and conversation than she has with other guys. BUT if she's ...

he's just not that into you.

"We have become a sloppy bunch of people. We say things we don't mean. We make promises we don't keep. 'I'll call you.' 'Let's get together.' We know we won't. On the Human Interaction Stock Exchange, our words have lost almost all their value. And the spiral continues, as we now don't even expect people to keep their word; in face we might even be embarrassed to point out to the dirty liar that they never did what they said they'd do. So if a guy you're daring doesn't call when he says he's going to, why should that be such a big deal? Because you should be dating a man who's at least as good as his word."