Princesses aren't Perfect.

Bachelor. Read about it, and you'll know. It's all over the media. Youtube it. Let's just say this Jason guy just proved why women hate men so much. I may be bias because I do relate to the other girl (Melissa) a lot more. - Always being the dumpee. - Having a guy leave, and find love in someone else so quickly. It's either I have a problem, or the guys I am dating have a problem. But follow your heart, I guess whatever.. Exes. You can't be friends with them. Don't try it. Don't talk about. Just avoid it all. Don't be the bigger person. Old emotions of either love, or hatred always comes back and it's not worth it. It ain't going to work if it wasn't completely mutual. But when is it ever? I just wish others would understand how I feel and would just leave me alone. Jealous. I'm a jealous type. I realized that. But not to the point where I am crazy. I won't tell the other person. I'll just let it dwell in me. Try to forget it, get...

So it's all over the place. I'm an emotional mess. I'm having a nervous breakdown. From happiness, then in a matter of seconds, I'm crying my eyes out. I'm in complete shock. I'm in denial. I want to thank everyone that were there for me. If you sent me a text, if you wanted to lend an ear. Or if you called me just to talk for a little while. Or if I canceled plans with you, I am so thankful for your understanding. I know people have worse problems, and have other things they have to deal with. And what I am going through just isn't as bad. But it's bad to me.. I can't go through this again. the last one was so hard. When life is hard it gets really hard. It's hits me hard. i fall hard. i take everything to heart.

I'm on a mission to paying it forward in happiness. Simple gestures that can make my friends, and families' day. Simple gestures that can make a stranger's day. A simple smile to brighten someone's heart. This morning I left notes to my brother, dad, and mom wishing them a great day. Note to my mom: GOOD MORNING MOMMA! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY AT WORK She replies with this: YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY DAY. YOU READ MY MIND. My first client at work, I hate working on her. Love, mom. This then made my day knowing I could make someone else a little happier. So take the time to send a simple text to an old friend. Always helpful to make them smile and know you still remember them after all this time. So take that time to hold that door open. So take the time to pick up litter on the street. Take that time to help an old lady cross the street. Take the time to listen to your friends. Take the time to let someone else go in front of you in line. Start a conversation with a stra...

Confusing guys. Question: What is the most confusing thing about a guy? #2 answer: Guys don't know how to express their feelings. (Lack of communication) They also act one way and then the next minute they act a different way. NUMBER 1 answer : Guys will flirt with a girl and things will be going great and then all of a sudden you find out that he has a girlfriend... Interesting how often this happens. Let's elaborate. The reason why I write about this is because I've been watching A LOT of TV shows, reality and scripted whatever. I've been listening to my friend's lives and looking back on my own life, guys flirt flirt flirt with us, women, A LOT and it's the same situation. Situation: Two people met. Two people flirt. Feelings get involved. BAM! The guy has a girlfriend. Conclusion: [Against the girls] We're blinded by love, lust, and infatuation. We take these simple gestures of niceness and sweetness to the extreme and automatically think the guy is i...

Facts you probably don't know about me! If you do know then you know me more than well I like to chew on hard candies. I bite my straws like crazy. I watch a lot DVDs at night to help me fall asleep. (I have all the seasons to Scrubs, How I Met Your Mother, The Office, Sex and the City, and the 1st season of Full House, and 4 seasons of 90210). I laugh at everything and anything. I am afraid of being in the dark. I have very small ears. I sometimes snort when I laugh too hard. RARELY HAPPENS I can't drink&walk at the same time. I don't think before speaking. I LOVE cucumbers. Sometimes I can get too excited while talking, it'll show through my face expressions. I am pretty clean and organized with everything BUT my room. When I get excited about something I will dance, jump for joy, scream, laugh, or run around like a mad woman. I will go above and beyond for your birthday. Like buy tickets to a concert, or pay for part of a ticket to NY, tickets to Broadway, or spe...

2oo8 gave me great memories, new friends, new relationships, and helped me establish who I really am. 2009 you have a lot of work to do to beat a great year of 2008. As I was counting down to the last seconds of 2008 to enter into 2009. My heart was beating so fast. I wasn't ready to go into 2009 yet. I wanted to stop time. I celebrated the New Year at a friend's family dance party. It was so fricking fun! Played with the kiddies as usual. ('Of course,' you say, if you really know me) But it made me miss my family so much. So I called them, I got really emotional. This really showed me how much I missed and loved my family to death. This whole trip to NY was crazy. It was so fun, different, and effing awesome! Travel was probably the hardest to deal with. But spending time with my friends was the best. The 4 days I was in NY, I spent a lot of time with just myself and NEW YORK To think of my future. My past. And figure out who I am really am. I realized how much I love...